| I suppose it's about time I updated again.
There's a lot to be said. Firstly, my living situation changed yet again. I've been meaning to mention this but lacked the motivation to go ahead and say something about it. Well, that's the way things have been mostly lately.
I have so much desire to really express myself and my "talents" and my visions... but no drive. I feel a lot like the old green family van. The engine starts and everything works... but you step on the gas and nothing. Loud noises, but not going anywhere at all.
So it was a cooky sort of day, where nothing was happening at work. Oh yeah, forgot to mention I have a new job too, didn't I? Well... too lazy to tell you where it is, or where I'm living now for that matter. *ahem* But yes. I swore on my... what was I drinking?
...I swore on my... was it the mango juice? Well, whatever it was that I was drinking that day, I swore on it to concentrate all my imagination, talent and goodnessawesome into that one drink and turn it into hardcore motivation, and drink it all up. And it worked...
...Halfway anyway. It got me to the point where I'm begining to REALLY notice other people's art and singing and writing talents, and how far they've gotten with it and stuff... and I get so... ANGRY. Seriously.
So I sit myself down to do things... and nothing happens. I'm too frustrated, too stressed.
I wonder what it is that's just burning me out so quickly lately? Well, until I have internet again, take care everyone.
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| Well I posted the thing below and I got my suprise today. #o_O# |
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